Bearding the lion in its den was a lot easier than i anticipated. I believe that God had a large part in it being so easier. Cowardly me almost gave up and walked away. If not for the fact that God spoke to me so many times, i would have just allowed things to be the way they were.
Truth be told that although i spoke with him and tried to be as honest as a could with him, i can't help but feel that it wasn't reciprocal. Still, i have said that i would trust God on this. Perhaps i'm overly sensitive... I hope i am. It's hard to believe that a person would lie in such a circumstance and still continue to feel that they are blameless. Hence, I'll put my trust in him once more... till God tells me to let go.
For the people out there who care for me; you know who you are, i thank you for standing up for me, feeling angry on my behalf and even sharing what you know and giving encouragement. I really appreciate everything that you have done and i would like you all to stop being upset about him, if you still are. There isn't really a point in doing so because it would only make matters worse between more people and blow the whole issue out of proportion. So thanks again but let's just let the matter rest.
dreamt of @ 1:20 am
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certain quotes from certain places..
"Blessed is the man who perseveres under trials because when he stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love Him." James 1:12
"Oh, nothing can happen more than once,
But all things must happen one day
Over hill and dale, over wood and stream,
My dying voice will blow away... " The Neverending story
"Walk by Faith, Not by sight" 2 Corinthians 5:7
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