I just had a quarrel with my sis. What can i say? I hate quarrelling with her.
Everytime we quarrel, i have to see her cry. Don't get me wrong; i don't have any preference towards people crying. Although i don't want her to cry, i don't think i should say that everything is alright when it isn't just to make sure she's happy. How can she understand what i'm trying to show her if i give in to her everytime?
She's basically a nice kid; sweet, pretty, a some what sociable person, who's very goal-oriented. The thing is, i can't understand how she can be so stubborn about things at times. Besides, i wish she won't keep shedding tears everytime she faces an obstacle in her life. How do you expect people to respect you if you break down and dissolve into tears at the slightest hint of pressure?
The thing that i've dreaded since the day she joined the band has happened. She's finally told me that she feels pressurized by people who keep comparing her with her seniors and alumni. Mostly, i think she feels that people are comparing between the two of us. I didn't want her to join the band, let alone be in the same section as i was for the very reason that i wanted to spare her the possibility of facing this. Personally, if she were a stronger person, i'd worry a lot lesser, but the truth is, she's too soft to survive in such an environment. She needs to learn to stand up for her rights and the rights of her section. Most importantly, the section needs to respect itself and buck up!
In any case,if those people did what they did to the section while i was around, i'd give them a piece of my mind, DM or not DM! It's basic respect to keep quiet when your conductor is teaching another section. Besides, there's no better way to start a divide in the band than to do this very act of isolating and ostracizing sections. I mean, what are you trying to prove? That you can count better than the conductor? or that your fellow bandmates are idiots?
Well, i'm far too affected to pen a nicely worded entry, so this will do for now. Besides, Kai seems to be MIAing. NUts!
Angry Ciaoz!
dreamt of @ 11:30 pm
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certain quotes from certain places..
"Blessed is the man who perseveres under trials because when he stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love Him." James 1:12
"Oh, nothing can happen more than once,
But all things must happen one day
Over hill and dale, over wood and stream,
My dying voice will blow away... " The Neverending story
"Walk by Faith, Not by sight" 2 Corinthians 5:7
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