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If i am one to believe in omens, i'd say that the relationship with my other "sisters" is as good as gone. Not once, not twice, but at least 5 times had the our photo tumbled off the top of my shelf, plunging headlong to the floor.
Haven't heard any news from anyone and i'd like to assume that no news is good news but i'm not certain that this is really the case now.
It's really sad and very regrettable but i suppose that a friendship that is built largely on frivolity and such would be like the flower on the field; here today, gone tomorrow. Its roots aren't deep and thus when a storm blows over, it won't be there anymore. If you never had the chance to experience hardships together, where the rain of tears and the sweat, like the water that feeds the flower and makes it grow is present, you'll never get a strong and well rooted plant.
Still, the lucky thing is that there are friends out there with whom i have an "apple tree" friendship. It started with a little seed but after years of rain and shine, the tree grew strong, with its roots dug deep into the ground. Sure, with the passing of the seasons, the leaves grow and shed, leaving the tree blad and empty. However, even when those long winter months are around ( i.e. when you quarrel =P, if you don't understand), there's the promise of a beautiful spring awaiting just around the corner. Every spring that comes is a triumph over evil. (neglect, jealousy, envy, intrusion etc..) And summer brings the a reminder of the sweetness of friendship.
Am i waiting for winter to pass, or am i just looking at the remains of a beautiful flower? How about you?
Just ciaoz
dreamt of @ 4:02 am
jo lum
chilli
liars
To be able to concentrate on my studies!
16.09.1985
virgo
` likes.
novels
cats & nachos
anne of green gables
jughead
purple!
dreaming..
believing in the goodness of the world
` don't-likes.
being disappointed
mud on my shoes (yuck)
gravyyyyyyyyy on my riceeeee =P
murtabak! =s
blockheads
To go for my canada trip with Pammie-gal!
To have my 21st birthday celebration in Esmiridas!
To have more faith!
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certain quotes from certain places.. "Blessed is the man who perseveres under trials because when he stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love Him." James 1:12 "Oh, nothing can happen more than once, But all things must happen one day Over hill and dale, over wood and stream, My dying voice will blow away... " The Neverending story "Walk by Faith, Not by sight" 2 Corinthians 5:7 |