If you only knew, what it is like to feel so close to losing it all. If you only knew, how much i wanted to say, but held back because of fear. If you only knew, what " i can't say" and " i don't know" really means. If you only knew i was chewing my lips, biting it down to distract me from the stinging in my eyes. If you only knew, how i've lost myself so long ago to the charade that i play everyday. I've worn masks through my life. Now, the masks wear me. If you know knew who i really was. If you only knew, why i feel the way i feel. Would you still care for me?
Reality is a construct. Life is a belief.
Like lego blocks with fixed shapes, our personality traits are fixed and can only be influenced by culture, not changed by it.
When i'm losing it, do i turn to you? How do i turn to you if i don't know if you're clear? Maybe you think you are, but when the music stops, can you pull off a mask? Or is there no longer a mask?
It's easy to care for someone who fits your ideals... what if the person is more than you can ever imagine?Would you accept her with open arms? Or would you kill her with righteous anger?
Empty and echoing ciaoz.
dreamt of @ 1:22 am
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certain quotes from certain places..
"Blessed is the man who perseveres under trials because when he stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love Him." James 1:12
"Oh, nothing can happen more than once,
But all things must happen one day
Over hill and dale, over wood and stream,
My dying voice will blow away... " The Neverending story
"Walk by Faith, Not by sight" 2 Corinthians 5:7
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