Hi, i just want to say that sometimes, no... quite often.. recently really, i've wished that no one reads this blog. No one that i won't want, that is. If you think you're not supposed to be reading this blog, then leave. Don't ever come back.
You know why?
Cos you're suffocating me. I can't write what i want because of you.
So if really care and want to help me. Just go away and leave me in peace.
Ciaoz
dreamt of @ 12:29 am
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Time is a funny thing. 7 days isn't very long, not when you're basking in the midst of fun, friends and love.
On the other hand, 7 days is long enough to let you forget you ever lived any other life then what you are going through.
God made the world in 7 days.
I saw life and death in 7 days.
I saw love and loss in 7 days.
I felt strong then weak in 7 days.
After 7 days, i came home to realise that the world was still the same, but i lost 7 days. I'm not sure if i should laugh or cry.
7 days to learn that the sun still rises and sets irregardless of who you are and what becomes of you. Nothing but a grain of sand; expandable.
When did i become like Rosencrantz and Guildenstern?
When did i die?
dreamt of @ 12:17 am
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Saturday, July 08, 2006
A sister taught me a lesson today. She probably doesn't know it because, let's just leave it at that.
What's the lesson?
Big words don't beat sincere words. When you praise as humbly as she does, you touch others without knowing it. Just like why while roses are pretty, but no one would say that the little wildflowers by the roadside are not.
Thanks Meiyun.
dreamt of @ 1:06 pm
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"Ever felt inadequate?"
You're not alone.
"Ever felt out of place?"
You're not alone.
"Ever felt like the world never understands?"
You're not alone.
"Ever felt like you're suffocating inside?"
You're not alone.
"If you're not alone, why do i feel alone?" she thought.
"Even till this moment.. Do you need me to turn blue, purple... black before... before..." her thoughts trailed off silently, like her burning tears that fall, forming icicles because of the chill of the world.
The promises of yesterday and Tomorrow.A bondage she carries on her back.When will Pinnochio come alive again?
"You said loving You means never being alone again...did you mean tears would be my best friends?" her silent rant seemed to echo into the darkness.
I still love You... Would You come back to me?
dreamt of @ 12:14 pm
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` Tagboard.
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` wordsWorth.
certain quotes from certain places..
"Blessed is the man who perseveres under trials because when he stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love Him." James 1:12
"Oh, nothing can happen more than once,
But all things must happen one day
Over hill and dale, over wood and stream,
My dying voice will blow away... " The Neverending story
"Walk by Faith, Not by sight" 2 Corinthians 5:7
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