In the matrix, one particular guy chose to betray the rest in Zion.
He chose to return back to the matrix, even though he knew of what an illusion the matrix was.
Why?
The same reason why people go back to relationships that are harmful; because they need them.
Security and familiarity.
A child in a warzone would sit and cry rather than move to a safer place. Some say it's because of fear. I think so too. Only it's not just the fear of bombs but the fear of the unknown and the unexplored.
Leaving band behind was necessary but extremely painful, the same way that cutting off a rotting limb would be. Till today, the past still cast shadows on my path.
How long more do i have to run away? How many times more? How many more failed relationships must i have?
Too tired to trust and rebuild. Just like hermit crabs...
dreamt of @ 11:34 pm
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certain quotes from certain places..
"Blessed is the man who perseveres under trials because when he stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love Him." James 1:12
"Oh, nothing can happen more than once,
But all things must happen one day
Over hill and dale, over wood and stream,
My dying voice will blow away... " The Neverending story "Walk by Faith, Not by sight" 2 Corinthians 5:7
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