Haven't had time to get around dusting my "wee lettle" blog but thankfully it hasn't grown moldy or anything. =) Actually, i have to confess that it is more of laziness than the lack of time that made my postings so few and infrequent.
Well, on the spur of the moment, i decided to see if i could find anything about my dear old primary school. I was really worried that it had been "swallowed up and merged" into one of those superprimarys for the sheer lack of resources or as they like to put it "for economy's sake". Thankfully, it's still around, alive and kicking! For interested JPS alumnus, here's the link :http://schools.moe.edu.sg/jurong/facil.htm
I don't suppose i'll ever forgot my dearie old school because the memories associated with it are so deeply etched in my mind. It's the place where my secret world of imaginary fantasy first flourished, the place where i found my 2 kindred spirits, who turned out to become my 2 bestest,best friends (though, one of them become my "bosumest" buddy), the place where i first fell in love, the place where i first learnt to dislike math (sadly..), the place where Pam and I made our promise to be "little homly old maids and sleep in spare bed rooms" like Anne and Diana and to visit Green Gables when we are the veritable age of 21.
21 has come and is going and i'm still nowhere near Canada. Revisiting old memories only makes me wonder if things could have been different but as Stella said and so i quote "Of all sad words of tongue or pen, The saddest are these: "It might have been!" Anyway, it would never have worked out, i know it in my bones so i shalln't go on thinking about what will not and has not come to pass. I'm going to just dig my toes in, grit my teeth and hope that this wave of foolishness will pass me by. Soon i shall be business like, drained of emotions that my deceitful heart is manipulating in the hope that i will once again fall into that trap of , i shalln't say. Maybe if i dont say it, it won't come to pass.
There, it feels really good to be able to write like the past and not worry of corrections or comments that it isn't "succint, business-like or adultish" enough. Why do i have to be a business person or worse a financial person? Why don't you do it yourself? Enough of ramblings though, this is meant as a wonderful chance to reminiscine about the past days of yonder. Days when days and nights were filled with imaginings of Green Gables, of Lover's Lane, the Lake of Shining Waters, Violet's Vale, Dyrad's Bubble and of course my beloved, Anne, Gilbert, Diana, Marilla, Matthew, Ms Lynde, Ms Lavendar, Paul and so many more. Don't expect me to tell you who they are, kindred spirits recognise kindred spirits like dandelions know the wind.
Just grant me a night to be wilful and irresponsible... A night when i can dream of my heart's desires and really live a life and not just have a life.
P.S. Can anyone ever have a strong hold over another without even realising it?
dreamt of @ 11:06 pm
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certain quotes from certain places..
"Blessed is the man who perseveres under trials because when he stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love Him." James 1:12
"Oh, nothing can happen more than once,
But all things must happen one day
Over hill and dale, over wood and stream,
My dying voice will blow away... " The Neverending story
"Walk by Faith, Not by sight" 2 Corinthians 5:7
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